since long v hav studied in our science books that the size of one's heart is equal to the size of his fist ... well equally amazing, supportive and philosophical is the fact that whenever v r emotionally hurt ... v could feel our heart sink .... v could feel d hermatic pain inside it .... v could feel it being SQUEEZED by a "palm" .... by a powerful hand ... a hand in which it was placed with all the love and trust one could have .... a hand that knows nothing and noone could stop it from doing so ..... a hand that ll squeeze it with all its strength until the last drop of blood escalates ur heart .....
no matter how diabolical it may seem .... it somewhat helps u too .... the pain .... u feel i ONLY when the initial "squish" occurs and the nerves of the "hand" devolve all the power to its fingers and squeeze ur heart ..... if u r too senstive u may feel the second squish too :) ..... ( and perhaps the subsequent ones ) ... but nevertheless ... a stage would b reached when nothin would be left within ur heart to rebel the force thats killing it ..... then there aint any rush of blood dripping from the hand ... its just drop by drop .... and its uniform ....and then u ll feel "no" pain ... its not because u get used to it .... its bcz u start "enjoying" the pain .... its beauty ... its uniformity ... drop by drop ...
um enjoying it ..... " aaaah" ........
2 comments:
great words man !!!! .. keep it up.
ummmmm enjoying pain,wont say that dont do it,its a phase and shall pass soon,but its sometimes gud to carry the moral of story forward than by hearting the story.
im sure it will get better for u with time, just take care.
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