Khwahishein

2011-06-18T06:58:00.000-07:00

बदलते समय की पेचिद्गी से कुछ मेरे भी नुक्सान हुए

अरमानों की कश्तियाँ बहीं तो बदलाव के तूफ़ान हुए,

अपनी अपनी नाव को बचाने के ज़ोर में बस

थोड़ा मैं कुरबान हुआ... और थोड़े ' हम ' कुरबान हुए

परतें

2009-04-25T13:48:00.000-07:00

सहमे से, परतों तले, कुछ लम्हे हैं अभी

बात चाहे एक की हो यां दो चार की

फिर भी न जाने कायम है क्यूँ उम्मीद सी एक

ज्यों मेरी बेबसी पर परतें हों कुछ तेरे ऐतबार की

अकेले बेठे हुए भी कभी यादें सिमट जाती हैं मुझसे

ज्यों मेरी तन्हाई पर परतें हों कुछ तेरे प्यार की

आगोष ए तस्सवुर में आओ तुम और फिर ख्वाब जाग उठें

ज्यों मेरे होश पर परतें हों कुछ तेरे खुमार की

ग़म जितना भी हो अश्क बहने नहीं देते

ज्यों मेरे रुख्सार पर परेतीं हों कुछ तेरे रुख्सार की

बस के जो दिखता है वो ही तो होता नहीं

तंग आ गया हूँ मैं इन परतों से, बेकार की

राहगुज़र में मिला आज तो मैं मुस्कुरा उठा

ज्यों मेरे रकीब पर परतें हों कुछ मेरे यार की

2008-05-05T03:55:00.000-07:00

कब खुदी की सरहदों में मुकाम-ऐ-इश्क हासिल है

तो आप से जुदा हो हम आपके हो चले

tere utare hue din ... by gulzar ji

2008-02-03T10:00:00.000-08:00

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Toh Kya Hoga ....

2007-09-07T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hua jo uske gum ka takaaza abhi bar-karaar hai
thoda aur ho gaya .... toh kya hoga

haan meri mohabbat ka nahin qaayal hai tu
meri vahashat se raha bekhabar ... toh kya hoga

aarzoo tol kar khwaab mein rakhna doston
wazan hadd se badh gaya .... toh kya hoga

hasrat-e-mohabbat aur junoon-e-ishq mein
farq ka ilm toh hai
farq wohi jo darmiyaan hua ... toh kya hoga

dil ki sunoon toh yeh dagaah bhool bhi jaaoon
dagaah se jo dil rakh hua .... toh kya hoga

teri justju-e-aagosh-e-gair sunii thi kabhi
ikraar-e-mohabat par ab jo kiya aitbaar .... toh kya hoga

teri paristish k dum par saansein le raha toh jo
aaj usne bhi sijdaah na kiya .... toh kya hoga

Kami teri shokhi k deewanon ki mehfil mein na thi kabhi
ek aaya . . . ek gaya . . . toh kya hoga

hone ko toh kuch bhi ho jaye ,lekin
agar woh hua .... toh kya hoga

. . .
thoda aur ho gaya ... toh kya hoga

Naam

2007-09-05T05:27:00.000-07:00

Jise sunkar qareeb aaye hain hum
woh ' kahiin aur ' se aati hai
is Zamaane ki talkhiyon se aati awaaz nahin

Fir koi khudgarz puuchhe wohi sawaal
toh muskura kar keh dena
Mera rishta tujhse kisi ' naam ' ka mohtaaz nahiin . . .

2007-07-11T11:27:00.000-07:00

Kuch lakeeron ne faansle ajab
tay kar liye hain

mere maathe ki shikand keh le
yaan tere bistar ki silwatein

kuch lamhe bhi in faaslon ka
wajood banaye rakhe hain

tera tassavur-e-gair keh le
yaan meri shabnuma karwatein

Ghazal .....

2007-06-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

aakhir apne rishton ko khushnumaaa bana liya maine
aaj ek aur usool ko khaak mein mila diya maine

aabaad tha yaan barbaad tha, kuch farak nahin
tha jo bhi use veeraan bana diya maine

jise uthakar teri asliyat se waakif ho gaya tha
woh khubsurat naqaab tujhe fir pehna diya maine

azaad tha jo uspe ab aitbaar nahin hota
ek qaidi ko khuda bana diya maine

yun na rahega sab, bas kuch der ki baat hai
keh kar apne dil ko behla diya maine

Jis khwaab ke tootne ka ghum tujhe le dooba hai
uska zarraa-zarraa tak jala diya maine

meri behudgi par jo rota hai charon pehar "arjun"
khoob ek inssan ko sukhaanwar bana diya maine

ek lamba safar jaise ......

2007-05-22T10:01:00.000-07:00

har mulakaat ek safar jaisi lagti thi mujhe
kitni baar shuru hoti aur kitni baar khatm

woh tera mere paas bethna k bas
mere kaandhe ko kisi ka intezaar satata tha
sadiyan beet jane par jab
tera maatha pohnchta us tak
toh lagta tha ek lamba safar jaise khatm hua

tere baalon ki khushboo ko
ek lambi saans mein bharkar
apne dil ki zaddo zehed ko kuch tassallii deta
kuch sunta toh nahin tha par shayad
mera dil mujhe shukriya kehta
toh lagta tha ek lamba safar jaise khatm hua

teri kalai k bas ek ishaare par
mere haathon ki ungliyaan apne rishte tod deti theen
tujhe dikhti thi daraarein mere in rishton mein toh
teri ungliyaan aakar un rishton ko phirse jod deti theen
meri hatheli ko ek narm sa ehsaas hota aur
lagta tha ek lamba safar jaise khatm hua

sandwich khaate hue tere haathon ka
use be-izzat karne mein mashroof rehna
aur mauka dekhkar tere baalon ki laton ka
tere gaalon se bar bar na jaane kya kehna
fir teri guzarish par mera unhe behlaa kar
tere kaanon k peeche chhupa dena
fir intezaar karna k kab ungliyon ko ek aur bahaana mile
toh jab woh balon ki lat fir shararat karti
lagta tha ek lamba safar jaise khatm hua

mera kaandha thak gaya hai intezaar karke ab
aur lambi saansein nahin leta hoon main
rishton ki daraarein ab bharti nahin
aur bahaane k liye meri ungliyaan
razii nahin tere baalon ka aitbaar karke ab

lagta hai ek lamba safar jaise khatm hua

My new best friend

2007-05-17T04:14:00.000-07:00

I have a new best friend
and i love her

she wud always be there when i need
smooth and slender
i love the way she smells
gentle and sweet

she wud slide between my fingers
and touch my lips
um poor at talking my heart out
and she knows it

so instead she reaches my heart
with a flaming spree
and she sets herself on fire
to set me free

first she touches my heart
and then clogs my brain
relieves me of everything
no tears
no hurt
no pain

and when she is gone i wud reach a packet
and find her anew
i smile and say "i know u wont leave me alone
i trust you"

they say she harms me from the inside
i couldn't disagree more
all i know is she is my best friend
and i love her to the core

:)

kabhii kabhii ..... the original by Sahir Ludhianvi .... i LOVE it

2007-05-11T22:53:00.000-07:00

kabhii kabhii mere dil me.n Khayaal aataa hai...

ke zindagii terii zulfo.n kii narm chaao.n me.n
guzarane paatii to shaadaab ho bhii sakatii thii
ye tiirgii jo merii ziist kaa muqaddar hai
terii nazar kii shuaao.n me.n kho bhii sakatii thii

ajab na thaa ke mai.n begaanaa-e-alam ho kar
tere jamaal kii raanaaiiyo.n me.n kho rahataa
teraa gudaaz badan terii niim-baar aa.Nkhe.n
i.nhii.n hasiin fasaano.n me.n maaho rahataa

pukaaratii.n mujhe jab talKhiyaa.N zamaane kii
tere labo.n se halaawat ke ghuu.NT pii letaa
hayaat chiikhatii phiratii barahanaa-sar, aur mai.n
ghanerii zulfo.n ke saaye me.n chhup ke jii letaa

magar ye ho na sakaa aur ab ye aalam hai
ke tuu nahii.n, teraa Gam, terii justajuu bhii nahii.n
guzar rahii hai kuchh is tarah zi.ndahii jaise
ise kisii ke sahaare kii aarazuu bhii nahii.n

zamaane bhar ke dukho.n ko lagaa chukaa huu.N gale
guzar rahaa huu.N kuchh a.njaanii guzar_gaaho.n se
muhiib saaye merii simt ba.Date aate hai.n
hayaat-o-maut ke pur_haul Khaarazaaro.n se

na koii jaadaa na manzil na roshanii kaa suraaG
bhaTak rahii hai Khaalaao.n me.n zindagii merii
i.nhii.n Khalaao.n me.n rah jaauu.Ngaa kabhii khokar
mai.n jaanataa huu.N merii ham-nafas magar yuu.N hii

kabhii kabhii mere dil me.n Khayaal aataa hai

Kuch Baat Karein .....

2007-05-10T21:52:00.000-07:00

Ik arsa beet gaya woh kahe bina
Jise dohrate mera din na nikalta tha ....

Jaane kitne arse beet gaye woh sune
Jise sune bin meri seher na hoti ....

Har shab soch k so jata hun ke
Bura khwaab hai ek ....
Subah tu fir mujhe milta hai
ek haqiqat mein lekin

ik arsa beet gaya lekin ...

teri aankhon ki jhuriyon mein aaj bhi
behas hoti hai ke palkein jhukayen ya na ....
aur phir woh jhuk jaati hain :)

shayad waqt ki lehron ne
dho diya hai hamari ranjishon ko ...

hai kya aaj mere pas jispe itraaun main ...
hia kya aaj tere pas jiska gumaan ho tujhe....

ik arsa beet gaya lekin ....
chalo aaj
kuch baat karein ....

Bas Shuru Shuru Mein .....

2007-04-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

Wahi muskurahat jo kamsin aur masoom nazar aati hai
Ab bas us shatir haseen ka fareb yaad dilaati hai
Jise maan k apna naseeb chala tha main kabhi
Aaj woh mehez ek badnaseeb sa lagta hai

Lekin, bas shuru shuru mein thoda ajeeb sa lagta hai .... :)

Squish ........... Aaaah !!!

2007-04-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

since long v hav studied in our science books that the size of one's heart is equal to the size of his fist ... well equally amazing, supportive and philosophical is the fact that whenever v r emotionally hurt ... v could feel our heart sink .... v could feel d hermatic pain inside it .... v could feel it being SQUEEZED by a "palm" .... by a powerful hand ... a hand in which it was placed with all the love and trust one could have .... a hand that knows nothing and noone could stop it from doing so ..... a hand that ll squeeze it with all its strength until the last drop of blood escalates ur heart .....

no matter how diabolical it may seem .... it somewhat helps u too .... the pain .... u feel i ONLY when the initial "squish" occurs and the nerves of the "hand" devolve all the power to its fingers and squeeze ur heart ..... if u r too senstive u may feel the second squish too :) ..... ( and perhaps the subsequent ones ) ... but nevertheless ... a stage would b reached when nothin would be left within ur heart to rebel the force thats killing it ..... then there aint any rush of blood dripping from the hand ... its just drop by drop .... and its uniform ....and then u ll feel "no" pain ... its not because u get used to it .... its bcz u start "enjoying" the pain .... its beauty ... its uniformity ... drop by drop ...

um enjoying it ..... " aaaah" ........

Kyun .... ?

2007-04-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

Kyun ......
Kyun tagaful hai ye mere halaat par tera
Sach samjha tha main teri chaahton ko
Ja rahe ho shab-e-gham mein tanha chhodkar aur
Tadap raha hun main teri ibaadaton ko

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Teri siskiyon ki qayal nahin main
tu cheekh mat meri ibaadaton ko
tere waqt ko saunp diya hai zimma marhum-e-gham ka
waqt nahin jo doon main tujh jaisi mamuli aadaton ko .....

Bas Shuru Shru Mein .....

2007-04-12T12:02:00.000-07:00

achanak se aakar, waqt ki daleelein bohot kuch keh gayeen,
sahara chhoot gaya aur khwahishein sehem kr reh gayeen,
dehlane ko mujhe, waqt ki kisi tarqeeb sa lagta hai,
Lekin, bas shuru shuru mein thoda ajeeb sa lagta hai ....

Jis habeeb (friend) par waar diye the donon jahan apne,
aaj woh hi ik lauta raqeeb (enemy) sa lagta hai,
Lekin ..... bas shuru shuru mein thoda ajeeb sa lagta hai ....

Kahan kami chhodi thi maine jo ranjish ko panah mili,
kush khaami toh na thi,par thi agar toh uski wajah na mili,
mera junoon hi is sailab ki, unhe, taqrib (reason) sa lagta hai,

Lekin, bas shuru shuru mein thoda ajeeb sa lagta hai ....